my onli wish on my wish list comes thru.... i m leaving prison n going back home liao..... due to medical reason which i dun wanna further explain..... thanks for all ur supports..... i dunno will i have the mood to blog when i go back anot.... but anyway.... will leave prison soon.... yeah!!! cheers ............
tat's all folks..............
Friday, May 29, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
23-26April09
haiz.... very sad.... in this crappy state for 1mth liao... nothing seems to be improving... pain is still there.... everyday the 1st half n hour... when i wake up i m in pain... n the last half n hour when i go sleep.... i m in pain too..... wat kind of shitty life is this... u start of ur day with pain... n end ur day with pain too .... i dunno i can hang on to this crap for how long more.... i cannot do anything.. doctors cannot do anything.... all we can do is to wait for my body to get better by itself... so its all abt waiting... i dunno wat else i can do to get better... the pain nvr get better... at times i tot it got worse instead.... really very sickening....
people start asking mi how is the pain like?? i really dunno how to explain.... for gals... its like u have PMS n cramp everyday every hour lor.... for guys... imagine u got stomachache the whole day... but no shit come out... but the pain still there for the whole day.... i guess thats the nearest i can imagine....
i everyday take so much pain killer... i really start to scare it will be bad for my liver liao... now i trying to do things to distract myself from the pain... hope to cut down on the pain killer... haiz... when u nothing to do sit at home too long... ur imagination really will run wild... scare this scare tat.... actaully no need to scare de.... but just 自己吓自己.... kind of dumb... but this is human... always do dumb stuffs... haha...
weather in prison start to turn cold liao.... human is like tat... when too hot... den grumble too hot... when cold liao den also wanna make noise... haha... i think i like the cold just tat when i go shower in the evening abit too much for mi... other den tat just wear a jacket lor.... hope when its cold i won't be so pain.... i already tolerate this pain for 1mth liao.... haiz... i m at the verge liao... going to be crazy soon liao....
my weight still hanging at 70-72kg... haha.. not going down leh... haiz... cannot break the 70kg limit... sian.... when i look into the mirror... haiz... y this kind of thing happen to mi....... y.........? sometime i really think i very 无辜.... just sway sway like tat... nobody wan..... but wasted my time.... i already waste so much liao... y still like tat.... i m 1 of the oldest among the peers in prison... meaning i wasted quite alot of time liao.... dun tell mi i got working experience... tat doesn't help much de.... haiz... now this crap waste another like half yr time.... i where got so much time.... i really hate myself for loving u..... A......... how come i sing song liao hahahah.... i mean i really hate myself lor... now really lost liao.... nothing much i can do liao... my favourite past time watching drama... my drama going to finish liao... no more new stock..... i got nothing to do liao....
dearest stalkers... yeah u.... u reading my blog rite... u are stalker.... dun doubt its u.... give mi some suggestion wat can i do to past time.... i dun wan to waste $$ n i cannot go out... must give u all something to do mah... if not everytime i write till hand ache... u all just happliy read like a joke like tat song song.... better give mi some good ideas... whoever give mi crap ideas i will post their name big big in my next update huh.... haha... i think nobody dare to give suggestion liao... u LOSER!!!! hahahha
everynite when i go to bed.... i told u liao... at least 1st half n hour i m in pain de... i said at least becos sometime the pain last more den 30mins... dun ask y i dunno.... n recently it got worse becos everynite when i in pain... there are guitar sound....... tat makes mi lagi pek chek... pain + guitar.. OMG.... dunno how to say the pek chek feeling... like my head wanna explode like tat.... haiz.... i think if i can tahan this crap.... when its over... i can tahan any crap liao..... i cannot imagine i need to put up with this kinda crap.... wat wrong did i do....? i think i know... the onli wrong thing i did was to decide to come to prison.... that's the 1st wrong thing... others is just add on n add on... haiz.... life sucks... there is no doubt abt tat.....
crap finish liao..... i nvr know i can crap so much... all my life i dun like writing.... in sch... i nvr hand in my compo de.... becos i dunno how to n wat to write... dun ask mi how i survive my sch day becos over liao... dun ask mi how i pass my O-level english becos i didn't... wahahahhaha.... but now.... i can write so much crap here.... i m sure its more den 300words lor... last time... 300words is like wan my life lor... wahahhahahaah i think 1yr i need to write 20compo.... i also dunno got hand in more den 5 anot.... wahhaha..... my teachers also give up on mi liao... yeah.... those were the days.... but even now u ask mi write compo... i still dunno how to write.... hate writing....
ok ok... tat's all folks....
people start asking mi how is the pain like?? i really dunno how to explain.... for gals... its like u have PMS n cramp everyday every hour lor.... for guys... imagine u got stomachache the whole day... but no shit come out... but the pain still there for the whole day.... i guess thats the nearest i can imagine....
i everyday take so much pain killer... i really start to scare it will be bad for my liver liao... now i trying to do things to distract myself from the pain... hope to cut down on the pain killer... haiz... when u nothing to do sit at home too long... ur imagination really will run wild... scare this scare tat.... actaully no need to scare de.... but just 自己吓自己.... kind of dumb... but this is human... always do dumb stuffs... haha...
weather in prison start to turn cold liao.... human is like tat... when too hot... den grumble too hot... when cold liao den also wanna make noise... haha... i think i like the cold just tat when i go shower in the evening abit too much for mi... other den tat just wear a jacket lor.... hope when its cold i won't be so pain.... i already tolerate this pain for 1mth liao.... haiz... i m at the verge liao... going to be crazy soon liao....
my weight still hanging at 70-72kg... haha.. not going down leh... haiz... cannot break the 70kg limit... sian.... when i look into the mirror... haiz... y this kind of thing happen to mi....... y.........? sometime i really think i very 无辜.... just sway sway like tat... nobody wan..... but wasted my time.... i already waste so much liao... y still like tat.... i m 1 of the oldest among the peers in prison... meaning i wasted quite alot of time liao.... dun tell mi i got working experience... tat doesn't help much de.... haiz... now this crap waste another like half yr time.... i where got so much time.... i really hate myself for loving u..... A......... how come i sing song liao hahahah.... i mean i really hate myself lor... now really lost liao.... nothing much i can do liao... my favourite past time watching drama... my drama going to finish liao... no more new stock..... i got nothing to do liao....
dearest stalkers... yeah u.... u reading my blog rite... u are stalker.... dun doubt its u.... give mi some suggestion wat can i do to past time.... i dun wan to waste $$ n i cannot go out... must give u all something to do mah... if not everytime i write till hand ache... u all just happliy read like a joke like tat song song.... better give mi some good ideas... whoever give mi crap ideas i will post their name big big in my next update huh.... haha... i think nobody dare to give suggestion liao... u LOSER!!!! hahahha
everynite when i go to bed.... i told u liao... at least 1st half n hour i m in pain de... i said at least becos sometime the pain last more den 30mins... dun ask y i dunno.... n recently it got worse becos everynite when i in pain... there are guitar sound....... tat makes mi lagi pek chek... pain + guitar.. OMG.... dunno how to say the pek chek feeling... like my head wanna explode like tat.... haiz.... i think if i can tahan this crap.... when its over... i can tahan any crap liao..... i cannot imagine i need to put up with this kinda crap.... wat wrong did i do....? i think i know... the onli wrong thing i did was to decide to come to prison.... that's the 1st wrong thing... others is just add on n add on... haiz.... life sucks... there is no doubt abt tat.....
crap finish liao..... i nvr know i can crap so much... all my life i dun like writing.... in sch... i nvr hand in my compo de.... becos i dunno how to n wat to write... dun ask mi how i survive my sch day becos over liao... dun ask mi how i pass my O-level english becos i didn't... wahahahhaha.... but now.... i can write so much crap here.... i m sure its more den 300words lor... last time... 300words is like wan my life lor... wahahhahahaah i think 1yr i need to write 20compo.... i also dunno got hand in more den 5 anot.... wahhaha..... my teachers also give up on mi liao... yeah.... those were the days.... but even now u ask mi write compo... i still dunno how to write.... hate writing....
ok ok... tat's all folks....
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
17-22nd April09
this few day nothing happen much... had homemade sushi on sun nite... some friends come over my place make sushi for dinner... nothing much....
monday go hospital for review... bloody hell....the doctors really is come to VIEW onli... see see nia... like tat boon song.... have to make mi pain all the way from my place to hospital just becos they wan to see my drainage got how much.... knn.. call the clinic ask the nurse lah.... everyday also got record de mah.... duh.......... waste my time go for nothing.....
wed..... which is today... my tube slipped out quite alot over nite... abt 10.5cm... the nurse dun dare to flush for mi... just drain n measure... take my vital.... tat's all... den i go to the Doctor's clinic... today i m seen by the consultant...
ok side track abit... Doctor also got rank ok... Intern is those just pass out nia... everything not sure know anot tat type... new bird... After a year or 2 if they A sai n din do stupid things like kill a patient den can promote to Registar... Registar is the slightly A hiao n A sai 1... abit more exp. de... den if they lucky do things right for a few years din become 007 (Licence to Kill)... they will promote to Consultant... which is the lao da... the leader... simi mah A hiao n C bay A sai eh... ho eh...
anyway saw my consultant today... finally... he saw my tube... frown abit... i told him it slip out he say ok will check... need to see if still got very long inside anot... apprentlly during my 1st op... they really push in alot of the tube lor... imagine come out 10.5cm liao... he still can cut n say inside still got somemore.. wat the heck!!!! how much tube did they put inside my stomach man.... damn.... den he ask mi go lay on the bed take off my pant..... den he start to go gather his ka chan(tools) liao... he come back... ok i need to stitch u up again... damn... i will do local anaesthetic dun worry... the anaesthetic is by injection lor.... ouch ouch... he poke at least 2 time at 2 places... den b4 the anaesthetic start working he start liao.... OUCH!!!! damn.... the nurse ask him need to wait anot.. he say.... "he will be more pain if there is no anaesthetic" den LL... but he did it quite fast lah.... apprently i heard he is a very good surgeon... den he tell mi now we wait for the water tat come out t be less den 30ml... den we can pull out the tube... after tat will arrange for some scan.... if the scan show tat my appendix had dissolve... den i m recover liao... if my appendix is still there... den need 2nd op... haiz... c bay sian... den he actually wan to see mi in 2weeks time... but he not around... so he say 3weeks... i go out make appointment.... the admin say onli 2 or 4 weeks later.... na bei... den 4 weeks lor... sian lah.... i need to wait till mid May den see him again... wa lao.... siao lor... have to wait so long.... n pain so long... argh.......... but den bo bian... LL suck thumb... wait lor... now i just hope the pain will go away.... n tat stupid appendix better dissolved... den i no need 2nd op... i so wanna go home!!!!! where is country road... haha..
tat's my crap for now... enjoy reading..... tat's all folks.....
monday go hospital for review... bloody hell....the doctors really is come to VIEW onli... see see nia... like tat boon song.... have to make mi pain all the way from my place to hospital just becos they wan to see my drainage got how much.... knn.. call the clinic ask the nurse lah.... everyday also got record de mah.... duh.......... waste my time go for nothing.....
wed..... which is today... my tube slipped out quite alot over nite... abt 10.5cm... the nurse dun dare to flush for mi... just drain n measure... take my vital.... tat's all... den i go to the Doctor's clinic... today i m seen by the consultant...
ok side track abit... Doctor also got rank ok... Intern is those just pass out nia... everything not sure know anot tat type... new bird... After a year or 2 if they A sai n din do stupid things like kill a patient den can promote to Registar... Registar is the slightly A hiao n A sai 1... abit more exp. de... den if they lucky do things right for a few years din become 007 (Licence to Kill)... they will promote to Consultant... which is the lao da... the leader... simi mah A hiao n C bay A sai eh... ho eh...
anyway saw my consultant today... finally... he saw my tube... frown abit... i told him it slip out he say ok will check... need to see if still got very long inside anot... apprentlly during my 1st op... they really push in alot of the tube lor... imagine come out 10.5cm liao... he still can cut n say inside still got somemore.. wat the heck!!!! how much tube did they put inside my stomach man.... damn.... den he ask mi go lay on the bed take off my pant..... den he start to go gather his ka chan(tools) liao... he come back... ok i need to stitch u up again... damn... i will do local anaesthetic dun worry... the anaesthetic is by injection lor.... ouch ouch... he poke at least 2 time at 2 places... den b4 the anaesthetic start working he start liao.... OUCH!!!! damn.... the nurse ask him need to wait anot.. he say.... "he will be more pain if there is no anaesthetic" den LL... but he did it quite fast lah.... apprently i heard he is a very good surgeon... den he tell mi now we wait for the water tat come out t be less den 30ml... den we can pull out the tube... after tat will arrange for some scan.... if the scan show tat my appendix had dissolve... den i m recover liao... if my appendix is still there... den need 2nd op... haiz... c bay sian... den he actually wan to see mi in 2weeks time... but he not around... so he say 3weeks... i go out make appointment.... the admin say onli 2 or 4 weeks later.... na bei... den 4 weeks lor... sian lah.... i need to wait till mid May den see him again... wa lao.... siao lor... have to wait so long.... n pain so long... argh.......... but den bo bian... LL suck thumb... wait lor... now i just hope the pain will go away.... n tat stupid appendix better dissolved... den i no need 2nd op... i so wanna go home!!!!! where is country road... haha..
tat's my crap for now... enjoy reading..... tat's all folks.....
Thursday, April 16, 2009
10-16April09
now basically i stay at home rot everyday... so nothing to blog abt..... today went back hospital for a review... haiz.... not tat i wanna say.... but dun say i really bay tahan......this is wat happen...
yesterday i need to draw blood... but becos my vein not so obvious... n the nurse can't really see... after 1 attempt she couldn't get any blood she stop liao... she dun wan to poke mi another time very nice of her... but den i need to go hospital today earlier to draw blood lor... so today i went early to draw blood.. the lab guy very pro... 1 time nia.... draw all the blood required liao... n not so painful also... den i go to the clinic... my appointment is 1045am... i was there 1010am.... the clinic is not the Doctor's clinic so have to page the doc... n he is in his own clinic until 12noon... i wait till 11am den the nurse come to mi tell mi i got to wait till 12noon... very nice of her.. den bo bian lor... we go find cafe la teh lor... 12 noon go back.... still got to wait.... already waited 2hrs liao... finally a indian doc come in... Mr Ng... yes... ok come in... shit not my doc leh... ask him liao den he say his ah neh (big brother in indian) today MC... wat the crap... so he come see mi... he really is come to "see" mi lor... nothing much he can do.... he dunno my case... today is his ah neh wanna review mi n discuss with the nurse see when wanna put out my tube mah.... i was thinking... if my doc not in den tell mi lah... drain my bag den let mi go home lah... y wait so long liao den do nothing... he den call his ah neh... ask wat he wan mi to do... den the ah neh say ask mi go back on mon.... wat the F*** rite.... carp lor.... hear liao i also tulan.... now i have to go back on monday afternoon again... wa lao... i very free everyday sit at home also not like tat tuah mi mah.... haiz... bo bian.... he die die wanna see mi... c bay sian.... after tat the nurse drain for mi liao... i make the appointment with the clinic liao... den my friend sent my sis back to work... den we go eat Mee Pok... yeah... finally something to cheer mi up abit..... now at home to blog lor...
people ask mi to update my blog daily... but i everyday sit at home watch drama... wat to write...? my life is damn simple now... morning wake up wash up liao den eat pain killer... den make 1 cup of milo.... tat is breakfast.... den watch drama chat msn... in between if pain den take 1 more pain killer in the afternoon lunch time i cook porridge den tat's lunch n dinner liao... at nite bath at 8-9pm den watch drama again till hair dry... den take pain killer again b4 i go sleep... so tat when i go sleep not so pain n can sleep... next day 8-9am its the repeated cycle again... everyday same cycle... nothing much....
i was discharged on the 30th March 09.... i weight myself 80kg... today is the 16th April 09... i weighted myself again... 71.85kg...ok round off 72kg.... crap..... 17days lose 8kg lor.... n is continue losing lor... since adult... my record lowest was 69kg when i came back from brunei training... i think this appendix abcess thingy is going to break my record lowest lor... but i everyday in pain... very very pain... the pain is very irritating... i rather grow fat den pain lor.... i think becos of the pain... making mi lose appetite lor... so i also dun feel like eating... i drink water... eat light food... haiz... hope the pain will go away soon.... when tat happen i m going to eat all the food i wan.. haha...
ying ying n Miss Phoon is saying wanna feed mi back to my original weight.. haiz... wat kind of friends are they??? i lost my weight with blood n tears leh... everyday in pain... n they wanna feed mi back again... u all say lah.... they are evil isn't it... wahahhahaha
ok lah... tat's all folks...
yesterday i need to draw blood... but becos my vein not so obvious... n the nurse can't really see... after 1 attempt she couldn't get any blood she stop liao... she dun wan to poke mi another time very nice of her... but den i need to go hospital today earlier to draw blood lor... so today i went early to draw blood.. the lab guy very pro... 1 time nia.... draw all the blood required liao... n not so painful also... den i go to the clinic... my appointment is 1045am... i was there 1010am.... the clinic is not the Doctor's clinic so have to page the doc... n he is in his own clinic until 12noon... i wait till 11am den the nurse come to mi tell mi i got to wait till 12noon... very nice of her.. den bo bian lor... we go find cafe la teh lor... 12 noon go back.... still got to wait.... already waited 2hrs liao... finally a indian doc come in... Mr Ng... yes... ok come in... shit not my doc leh... ask him liao den he say his ah neh (big brother in indian) today MC... wat the crap... so he come see mi... he really is come to "see" mi lor... nothing much he can do.... he dunno my case... today is his ah neh wanna review mi n discuss with the nurse see when wanna put out my tube mah.... i was thinking... if my doc not in den tell mi lah... drain my bag den let mi go home lah... y wait so long liao den do nothing... he den call his ah neh... ask wat he wan mi to do... den the ah neh say ask mi go back on mon.... wat the F*** rite.... carp lor.... hear liao i also tulan.... now i have to go back on monday afternoon again... wa lao... i very free everyday sit at home also not like tat tuah mi mah.... haiz... bo bian.... he die die wanna see mi... c bay sian.... after tat the nurse drain for mi liao... i make the appointment with the clinic liao... den my friend sent my sis back to work... den we go eat Mee Pok... yeah... finally something to cheer mi up abit..... now at home to blog lor...
people ask mi to update my blog daily... but i everyday sit at home watch drama... wat to write...? my life is damn simple now... morning wake up wash up liao den eat pain killer... den make 1 cup of milo.... tat is breakfast.... den watch drama chat msn... in between if pain den take 1 more pain killer in the afternoon lunch time i cook porridge den tat's lunch n dinner liao... at nite bath at 8-9pm den watch drama again till hair dry... den take pain killer again b4 i go sleep... so tat when i go sleep not so pain n can sleep... next day 8-9am its the repeated cycle again... everyday same cycle... nothing much....
i was discharged on the 30th March 09.... i weight myself 80kg... today is the 16th April 09... i weighted myself again... 71.85kg...ok round off 72kg.... crap..... 17days lose 8kg lor.... n is continue losing lor... since adult... my record lowest was 69kg when i came back from brunei training... i think this appendix abcess thingy is going to break my record lowest lor... but i everyday in pain... very very pain... the pain is very irritating... i rather grow fat den pain lor.... i think becos of the pain... making mi lose appetite lor... so i also dun feel like eating... i drink water... eat light food... haiz... hope the pain will go away soon.... when tat happen i m going to eat all the food i wan.. haha...
ying ying n Miss Phoon is saying wanna feed mi back to my original weight.. haiz... wat kind of friends are they??? i lost my weight with blood n tears leh... everyday in pain... n they wanna feed mi back again... u all say lah.... they are evil isn't it... wahahhahaha
ok lah... tat's all folks...
Thursday, April 9, 2009
31Mar-9April09
hmm... ok... let mi explain to u all.. i m not going back to sch this sem... i deferred my studies for this sem...
this is wat happen...i hospitalised 1week... my appendix swollen until like a 10cm ball so big... inside now imflame liao... nuah liao... rotten liao... they cannot cut away everything becos den... i will be very jialat... now wat they did is... they open a hole... wash abit den put a tube to the abcess... tat is the swollen appendix... so now i have a tube sticking out my stomach n a bag attached to mi... the pus n dirty water is leaking out everyday which is a good sign... everyday a nurse will come drain the bag n see how m i... now the treatment is... everyday the nurse will come drain the bag.. den push in 20ml of water into the tube... tat is to flush water into the affected area... like washing like tat... den i m on anti-biotic... the reason is to let the affected area recover n grow back normal so tat later on 2-3mth later... they can cut away my appendix n not affect other organs.... so now basically i everyday stay at home wait for nurse come in the morning... when pain den i take pain killer... just to let inside recover lor... due to the nurse coming everyday n i got a 2nd op in 2-3mths time...
i cannot continue my studies like this... so i defer this sem... above is the shorten version... hee hee.. i m fine just the pain is still there.. other den that i m fine dun worry... hee hee... feel free to ask any other qns... thanks for ur concern... very nice of u all...
i saw the comments... very thank you... i will be fine... thanks all...
tat's all folks
this is wat happen...i hospitalised 1week... my appendix swollen until like a 10cm ball so big... inside now imflame liao... nuah liao... rotten liao... they cannot cut away everything becos den... i will be very jialat... now wat they did is... they open a hole... wash abit den put a tube to the abcess... tat is the swollen appendix... so now i have a tube sticking out my stomach n a bag attached to mi... the pus n dirty water is leaking out everyday which is a good sign... everyday a nurse will come drain the bag n see how m i... now the treatment is... everyday the nurse will come drain the bag.. den push in 20ml of water into the tube... tat is to flush water into the affected area... like washing like tat... den i m on anti-biotic... the reason is to let the affected area recover n grow back normal so tat later on 2-3mth later... they can cut away my appendix n not affect other organs.... so now basically i everyday stay at home wait for nurse come in the morning... when pain den i take pain killer... just to let inside recover lor... due to the nurse coming everyday n i got a 2nd op in 2-3mths time...
i cannot continue my studies like this... so i defer this sem... above is the shorten version... hee hee.. i m fine just the pain is still there.. other den that i m fine dun worry... hee hee... feel free to ask any other qns... thanks for ur concern... very nice of u all...
i saw the comments... very thank you... i will be fine... thanks all...
tat's all folks
Monday, March 30, 2009
23-30Mar09
Guess where have i been to this whole freaking week.... thinking prison is the worst.... fat hope... there are worse than den worst.....
i body got screwed up den i got screwed up den i end up 1 week MIA...
this is the whole story... read liao understand... dun ask anymore.. i have repeated a million times liao... the next time u ask is a million 1th times liao...
my pain start coming n going 1mth ago.... trust mi its not at pain.... i dun care.... last weekend the freaking pain dun freaking go.. i cannot sleep so go see Doc in the Uni medical center the next... he go tworried sent mi to Emergency Dept in the nearest hospital. from then on.... i loss count i talk to how many doctors repeating the same story i m saying now.... they ultra-sounded mi.... as if i got baby.... they x-ray mi.. as if X-file... finally CT-scan mi n found the real culpurit... there is this 1 big swollen "Abcess" they call it... sound dangerous to mi.... immediately wan to push mi to OT.... can't even wait... of cos i need to wait for my sis to come.... they tell mi cut open big bowel small bowel leh.... wa lau.... siao.... in the end my sis come i go down liao... tat's the waiting part.... for 3days..... they strave mi n dun let mi eat...den evening tell mi sorri u can eat.... knn... damn TL....finally friday can open mi up wash the abcess liao...but to big a mess now onli can clean..... they stick a bag on to mi so tat all the crap can come out.... den 1-2mth later when its is heal inside... den they can cut away my appendix... the end...
the past 1 week is hell.... dun ask how m i or how i feel becos i onli feel pain... dun ask mi pain anot... i cut u up stick u with a tube n a bag see u pain anot.... i dun wan to be reminded of tat week.... read n dun ask.... if u really wanna ask.... put comment here... i happy i will reply... my mood very very bad now.... becos really really pain now.... all i wan is this pain to go away....
stay tuned i might now blog.... too pain to blog... i endure pain from 1mth... endure all the needles for that past 1 week..... now whenever i pain i will take painkiller.... dun wan to be in pain anymore...
Thanks... tat's all folks...
i body got screwed up den i got screwed up den i end up 1 week MIA...
this is the whole story... read liao understand... dun ask anymore.. i have repeated a million times liao... the next time u ask is a million 1th times liao...
my pain start coming n going 1mth ago.... trust mi its not at pain.... i dun care.... last weekend the freaking pain dun freaking go.. i cannot sleep so go see Doc in the Uni medical center the next... he go tworried sent mi to Emergency Dept in the nearest hospital. from then on.... i loss count i talk to how many doctors repeating the same story i m saying now.... they ultra-sounded mi.... as if i got baby.... they x-ray mi.. as if X-file... finally CT-scan mi n found the real culpurit... there is this 1 big swollen "Abcess" they call it... sound dangerous to mi.... immediately wan to push mi to OT.... can't even wait... of cos i need to wait for my sis to come.... they tell mi cut open big bowel small bowel leh.... wa lau.... siao.... in the end my sis come i go down liao... tat's the waiting part.... for 3days..... they strave mi n dun let mi eat...den evening tell mi sorri u can eat.... knn... damn TL....finally friday can open mi up wash the abcess liao...but to big a mess now onli can clean..... they stick a bag on to mi so tat all the crap can come out.... den 1-2mth later when its is heal inside... den they can cut away my appendix... the end...
the past 1 week is hell.... dun ask how m i or how i feel becos i onli feel pain... dun ask mi pain anot... i cut u up stick u with a tube n a bag see u pain anot.... i dun wan to be reminded of tat week.... read n dun ask.... if u really wanna ask.... put comment here... i happy i will reply... my mood very very bad now.... becos really really pain now.... all i wan is this pain to go away....
stay tuned i might now blog.... too pain to blog... i endure pain from 1mth... endure all the needles for that past 1 week..... now whenever i pain i will take painkiller.... dun wan to be in pain anymore...
Thanks... tat's all folks...
Monday, March 23, 2009
22Mar09
Cold sunday... i guess season is changing liao.... 1 week its damn hot den it turn damn cold.... haiz... anyway.. the day wasn't very interesting... i wake up in late morning do some work till afternoon.. slack abit... sms my friends from sg becos they say they might wanna eat dinner with mi...
Ok above is the 2pic took by Sean n Vanessa.... went to dinner with them in Freo obviously we went to "Sweet Lips" for fish n chips.. not so bad lah.. quite filling.. haha.... as usual my sad face... but dun look so sad hor...ahahah
Behind mi are the 2 nicest people i ever know.... this is the 2nd yrs i m in prison.... n guess wat... this is the 2nd time they visited mi from SG.... not from sydney not from melbourn... from SG... n visited mi not ONCE... but TWICE.... so far they are the nicest people i know liao.... Sean n i dated back to NS time when he always irritates mi.... n the cute little pretty gal.. Vanessa is his gf.... from his smile u know he is irritating isn't it.... i m sure 1 day he will read this... haha... but they are still very nice friends n my onli friends tat visit mi from home.... i m touched... Thank u Sean n Vanessa.... u guys are great! Oh ya... n thanks for the dinner... haha....
had a great dinner... not much thing i can bitch abt today... tat's all folks....
Ok above is the 2pic took by Sean n Vanessa.... went to dinner with them in Freo obviously we went to "Sweet Lips" for fish n chips.. not so bad lah.. quite filling.. haha.... as usual my sad face... but dun look so sad hor...ahahah
Behind mi are the 2 nicest people i ever know.... this is the 2nd yrs i m in prison.... n guess wat... this is the 2nd time they visited mi from SG.... not from sydney not from melbourn... from SG... n visited mi not ONCE... but TWICE.... so far they are the nicest people i know liao.... Sean n i dated back to NS time when he always irritates mi.... n the cute little pretty gal.. Vanessa is his gf.... from his smile u know he is irritating isn't it.... i m sure 1 day he will read this... haha... but they are still very nice friends n my onli friends tat visit mi from home.... i m touched... Thank u Sean n Vanessa.... u guys are great! Oh ya... n thanks for the dinner... haha....had a great dinner... not much thing i can bitch abt today... tat's all folks....
Sunday, March 22, 2009
21Mar09
My tutor ask mi y i always so sad... he told mi life is awesome... n i shouldn't feel so sad... well... i just told him how to feel awesome? wat is so awesome? oh ya... this tutor of mine... very smart... tat's y he is a tutor n i m the student attending the tute.. haha... oh well.... he is very very young... i think like 5-6yrs younger den mi.... but smarter den mi alot... smart till abit scary... like he knows everything... kinda annoying... when u are not so smart n people is so damn smart... n most prob he will read this... haha... yeah.. watever... n we graduate the same time... provide i pass everything... complicated isn't it.... well.. Life isn't tat simple afterall....
photo is a very wonderful invention.... whoever invented it... should get a noble peace prize... picture tells a million words... i was looking thru my photos... den lots of fond memories just flow back like salmons swimming against the stream... keeps on coming... beautiful memories... which for 1 moment it make mi think tat lifes isn't tat bad afterall.... when i turn my head n look around... damn... i m in prison... back to the reality... wat did say abt reality.... THEY R CRUEL!!!! haiz... those were the happy times... now i dun take so much pic... onli take when i m happy.... when is the last time u took a pic...
Alright tat's all folks
PS: go look thru ur photos sometime when u feel down... u will feel better de... oh can someody tell mi wat does "PS" means??/ i onli know "PS:I love u" haha
photo is a very wonderful invention.... whoever invented it... should get a noble peace prize... picture tells a million words... i was looking thru my photos... den lots of fond memories just flow back like salmons swimming against the stream... keeps on coming... beautiful memories... which for 1 moment it make mi think tat lifes isn't tat bad afterall.... when i turn my head n look around... damn... i m in prison... back to the reality... wat did say abt reality.... THEY R CRUEL!!!! haiz... those were the happy times... now i dun take so much pic... onli take when i m happy.... when is the last time u took a pic...
Alright tat's all folks
PS: go look thru ur photos sometime when u feel down... u will feel better de... oh can someody tell mi wat does "PS" means??/ i onli know "PS:I love u" haha
Friday, March 20, 2009
19&20Mar09
hihi.... very pai seh... last nite got some technical difficulties.... hence, din blog....
last nite nothing much to say... class from 9-6pm den go out eat with sis n friends.. tat's all... recently quite week so last nite order ginsheng chicken soup... whahahahaha... need "bu" abit mah... in prison no soup drink leh.. very poor thing de leh.. cantonese say "mo tham ho yiam" haha....
Friday usually is my favourite day... becos 3hrs nia.... 8-11.... but today sucks... becos got a last min lab from 3-5:30pm... total crap.... from 10 i have to wait till 3pm... which is 5hrs lor.... crap rite... but never lah... this way i also can study abit... now with shu fu in Bio-sci Lib studying... do assignment do till c bay sian.... so come bitch abit... haha.....
PG complaint people is calling her PG... well.. mouth is other people de... they wanna call u wat i cannot do much also... haha....
nothing much.... tat's all folks...
last nite nothing much to say... class from 9-6pm den go out eat with sis n friends.. tat's all... recently quite week so last nite order ginsheng chicken soup... whahahahaha... need "bu" abit mah... in prison no soup drink leh.. very poor thing de leh.. cantonese say "mo tham ho yiam" haha....
Friday usually is my favourite day... becos 3hrs nia.... 8-11.... but today sucks... becos got a last min lab from 3-5:30pm... total crap.... from 10 i have to wait till 3pm... which is 5hrs lor.... crap rite... but never lah... this way i also can study abit... now with shu fu in Bio-sci Lib studying... do assignment do till c bay sian.... so come bitch abit... haha.....
PG complaint people is calling her PG... well.. mouth is other people de... they wanna call u wat i cannot do much also... haha....
nothing much.... tat's all folks...
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ok eventually not all yet.... haha....
was MSN-ing my cousin (from penang) long time din chat... when we count back... its abt 4-5yrs... his son already 9yrs old.... i can onli remember his son as a baby.... now 9yrs old liao... omg... i m old liao lor... getting old liao.... n 1 item tat come with the package of getting old is poor memory.... 5yrs ago he brought his family to visitly sg ... it was a X'mas... i was still serving the Nation... i cannot remember i took pic with his son... i was shock when i saw the pic... i was like... "Did i took that pic b4??" i have no idea total no memory at all.... haiz.... now i m study... all i need is memory... yet it is failing mi... haiz... sad... very sad...
yeah yeah... that's all folks again... haha...
Thursday, March 19, 2009
18Mar09
today's theme is "what if"...
what if i stay in hometown n din come to prison.....? will i be better off?
what if i continue working n din come study...? will i be better off?
what if... what if.... what if....
ok what if i stay in hometown.. most prob i will be working... earning money not alot... but can sustain my humble livestyle... maybe do a part time degree in some random course... is it better or worst??? hmm... i dun not know... damn.... i ans the 2 what if liao... nothing to write liao.... haha...
i was reading home news... den saw something funny... i think nowaday kid in hometown become stupid liao despite the fact tat they are drinking better milk powderwhich suppose to make them smart but no still stupid... y would i say tat... becos they cannot handle languages n dialect... Parents were encouraged to speak mandrin with their children at home... English is ok... becos the whole day already in school speaking english liao... so go home talk abit of chinese nvm...but dialect cannot... becos the kids cannot handle!!!! dialect are roots of a person... heritage of a culture... n now people telling u... ur heritage n culture will screw up ur language skill??? wat the crap is tat??? den y O-levels got german, french, italian, japanese, korean, blah blah blah... oh.. those won't screw up ur language skill... but speaking ur own dialect will???? omg... tat is do absurb!!! no wonder now got so many generation gap... becos youngster cannot communicate with the old people... wat kind of rubbish is tat... i regret i din master my own dialect.. i can understand but onli can speak a few vocab nia... but i learn to speak hokkein since most of the people in my hometown speak hokkein... later on.. i also learn cantonese so tat i can enjoy Hong kong drama... for those who understand dialect they will understand tat watching opera or drama series in dialect will be better off compare to listening them in mandrin... i m not saying mandrin is not good.... my pt is... dialect is impt... it means ur root , ur heritage, ur culture, ur tradition, etc. etc..... i like speaking dialect more than speaking english... in fact i hate speaking english with a fellow chinese, regardless our nationality... i just find it weird.... unless from young u din touch mandrin at all... den no choice.. if u dun learn ur dialect... u may not know wat u have lost now.... but in future i m sure u will regrets... haha... think abt it bah...
"wa ka li kon, mai hiam wa lo soh, lo soh si wee li ho....." (i tell u, dun think i naggy, naggy is for ur own good) haha....
yeah.... tat's all folks...
what if i stay in hometown n din come to prison.....? will i be better off?
what if i continue working n din come study...? will i be better off?
what if... what if.... what if....
ok what if i stay in hometown.. most prob i will be working... earning money not alot... but can sustain my humble livestyle... maybe do a part time degree in some random course... is it better or worst??? hmm... i dun not know... damn.... i ans the 2 what if liao... nothing to write liao.... haha...
i was reading home news... den saw something funny... i think nowaday kid in hometown become stupid liao despite the fact tat they are drinking better milk powderwhich suppose to make them smart but no still stupid... y would i say tat... becos they cannot handle languages n dialect... Parents were encouraged to speak mandrin with their children at home... English is ok... becos the whole day already in school speaking english liao... so go home talk abit of chinese nvm...but dialect cannot... becos the kids cannot handle!!!! dialect are roots of a person... heritage of a culture... n now people telling u... ur heritage n culture will screw up ur language skill??? wat the crap is tat??? den y O-levels got german, french, italian, japanese, korean, blah blah blah... oh.. those won't screw up ur language skill... but speaking ur own dialect will???? omg... tat is do absurb!!! no wonder now got so many generation gap... becos youngster cannot communicate with the old people... wat kind of rubbish is tat... i regret i din master my own dialect.. i can understand but onli can speak a few vocab nia... but i learn to speak hokkein since most of the people in my hometown speak hokkein... later on.. i also learn cantonese so tat i can enjoy Hong kong drama... for those who understand dialect they will understand tat watching opera or drama series in dialect will be better off compare to listening them in mandrin... i m not saying mandrin is not good.... my pt is... dialect is impt... it means ur root , ur heritage, ur culture, ur tradition, etc. etc..... i like speaking dialect more than speaking english... in fact i hate speaking english with a fellow chinese, regardless our nationality... i just find it weird.... unless from young u din touch mandrin at all... den no choice.. if u dun learn ur dialect... u may not know wat u have lost now.... but in future i m sure u will regrets... haha... think abt it bah...
"wa ka li kon, mai hiam wa lo soh, lo soh si wee li ho....." (i tell u, dun think i naggy, naggy is for ur own good) haha....
yeah.... tat's all folks...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
17Mar09
today abit early blog.... becos very sad.... got 2hrs break but nobody to eat lunch with... damn... have to eat alone... so damn pathetic.... there is a couple of things i hate... 1st wake mi up when i sleeping for no reason, 2nd eat alone.... i will elaborate later... i just wanna vent out nia for now... argh...... ROAR ROAR...........................!
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Good evening, Ladies n Gentlemen.... i m back to the unfinish business... Elaborate....
1st..... Waking mi up is fine if u got a reason for tat... once upon a time, when i was still in poly, i think is near exam... i could remember when exactly... i was tired most prob with the studies.. if not with the playing... the pt is i was tired... so i decided to take a nap in our Club room... i join clubs in poly ok.... anyway... i took a nap... it was dinner time... i said i dun wanna eat... i just wanna sleep.... u know i dun take naps... unless i m really tired.. n if i m really tired i take naps... so tat evening i took a nap.... i told my friends to wake mi up when they are leaving... but.... when i was sleeping song song there in the air-con clubroom... this friend of ours came waking mi up... despite the fact tat i clearly nicely tell her tat i dun wanna eat... she is persistance to the pt that i woke up... yeah i woke up... with my face as black as charcoal.... no i was darker... i din talk, i sat down.... took the food n ate... very little... i was very very utterly unhappy... n from then on... words have been circulated.. i wondered was email sent out anot... "DUN WAKE UP SHANNON UP WHEN HE IS SLEEPING!" i mean.... if u got a reason to wake mi up.... i can wake up anytime no offence no hard feeling no problem... but dun come disturb mi n wan mi to sleep back again.. i will ROAR.... (if u dun understand... try waking mi up in the middle of the nite... see wat happen lor....hahaha)
2nd....eating alone... i dun like to eat alone... i will feel very very pathetic.... when i was at home or hometown... i nvr go out eat alone i rather dun eat den eat alone... my friendster got 100over friends, my facebook got exactly 100 friends as of yesterday.... my hp got more den 200 nums... n i need to eat alone... ALONE!!! are u serious!!! no way... i think this starts from poly... i have my group of friends... too big a group such tat i dun have to eat alone anytime... no need to eat alone... when i was in NS.... u have to go with bunk mates or platoon mates... dun have to eat alone... at home mummy cook... sure is eat together at home... dun have to eat alone... when i working... lunch i always go with Teh-san... if he is on leave(seldom) i will find someone to eat with... sure won't be alone... dinner... my dad will fetch mi n i eat with him.. even dad not eating with mi, i will ask people da pao for mi n eat with them... dun have to eat alone... eating alone is a sin to mi... n today i eat alone... no choice.. not much friends... come here i dunno how to make friends liao... up to the pt i have to eat alone... u see.. can u see how sad is this place i have to eat alone... its damn sad..... i feel so sinful eating alone this afternoon... i denied my own principles.... i m sad... real sad.....
2 days ago Ber ask mi y m i sad when will i be happy... i told her... i will be happy onli i m like her waiting for convo... yes... by then i will be happy... happy tat this crap has ended....
haiz.... tat's all folks
Monday, March 16, 2009
16Mar09
Today not so bad.... last nite got a few mozzie bite... found a few holes at the fly screen... taped up liao... hope tonite no mozzie liao..
i say today not so bad becos my class started at 1pm... yeah... got 2lects den a 2-hrs lab... haiz.. tat lab was disappointing... 1st it was told to be cancelled... n den was replace by anthoer lab of the same unit... but the demostrator... dunno is he dunno or he wan us to learn... everything we ask him... his reply was "read ur lab sheet, its in ur lab sheet" wa lau he 1st time is it.... ask him becos lab sheet dun have mah.. very disappointed with this lab... din learn much.. i think they are just not prepared... sad.... kind of wasted my time...
oh n i realise this week is week12... which means i should have lab in the morning... but i went last mon liao... becos i tot last week was week12... argh.... this week thingy really is confusing... damn... lucky got it sorted out early.. if not also dunno wat will happen later on....
not much inspriration tonite.... tat's all folks....
i say today not so bad becos my class started at 1pm... yeah... got 2lects den a 2-hrs lab... haiz.. tat lab was disappointing... 1st it was told to be cancelled... n den was replace by anthoer lab of the same unit... but the demostrator... dunno is he dunno or he wan us to learn... everything we ask him... his reply was "read ur lab sheet, its in ur lab sheet" wa lau he 1st time is it.... ask him becos lab sheet dun have mah.. very disappointed with this lab... din learn much.. i think they are just not prepared... sad.... kind of wasted my time...
oh n i realise this week is week12... which means i should have lab in the morning... but i went last mon liao... becos i tot last week was week12... argh.... this week thingy really is confusing... damn... lucky got it sorted out early.. if not also dunno wat will happen later on....
not much inspriration tonite.... tat's all folks....
15Mar09
today is a Sunday.... i think i know y is it call SUNday.... becos the SUN comes out n nvr go back on this day... damn... it is so freaking hot today.... omg... even staying indoor.... i still feel damn warm.... haiz....
today is not a so good day becos of the hot weather... anyway.... i try my best to study abit... n yes... i did study abit say 2hrs.... i know its not enough.. argh... but... i just can sit down n study... i just dun have the mood to study... even i really wants to... anyway i took out my note n practise for 2hrs... well... i guess i did someting rite today...
oh.. was chatting with yingying in MSN... ask her to go Ikoi when we go back home.. she was so excited abt the buffet sashimi.... haha.... i can imagine her wide smile.... Ms Lim n Miss Phoon we go makan there again ok... Miss Sze u wanna join? wahahhahaha
nothing much to say.... too sleepy to say... all i wanna say..... tat's all folks...
today is not a so good day becos of the hot weather... anyway.... i try my best to study abit... n yes... i did study abit say 2hrs.... i know its not enough.. argh... but... i just can sit down n study... i just dun have the mood to study... even i really wants to... anyway i took out my note n practise for 2hrs... well... i guess i did someting rite today...
oh.. was chatting with yingying in MSN... ask her to go Ikoi when we go back home.. she was so excited abt the buffet sashimi.... haha.... i can imagine her wide smile.... Ms Lim n Miss Phoon we go makan there again ok... Miss Sze u wanna join? wahahhahaha
nothing much to say.... too sleepy to say... all i wanna say..... tat's all folks...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
14Mar09
hmm.... sunny sat... i did nothing much sleep till noon.... woke up called home talk to my folks... slag the afternoon took a nap... wake up to put in the grocery, help to prepare dinner... Mic n John came over to cook us dinner... tonite's menu was pork chop... very delicous... got resturant standard... i m very impressed.... i must admit i couldn't cook pork chop so well... western is not my area.... yeah.. play abit of X-box... watch TV... i seldom watch tv whether here or home... tv was showing "The Core" not a bad movie... not so great either... i watched it becos i din watch b4... i hate watching TV... becos... there are hell lots of advertisement... 5min of show 3min of ad... wat the hell... very irritating lor... but anyway... i sat n watch.. haha...
talking abt cooking... hmm.... lots of people tot i onli know how to eat i dunno how to cook... those people din went to school.... becos in school, teacher got teach b4... "DUN JUDGE THE BOOK BY THE COVER" haha.... well... i can cook simple stuff... not too complicated, normal home-cooked chinese food i have no problem.... steam fish--- 1 of my favourite food... onli mummy can do it.. i cannot lor... anyway... when i m in prison.. i dun cook seafood de... becos they are freaking ex... yeah.... if eat outside den order fish n chips lor... i like fish mah... haha.... Mic was saying... she need to plan wat to cook den go supermarket buy liao den cook... John dun need... just open the fridge.. see liao just mix n match can cook liao... sound like mi... haha... see fridge got wat den cook wat... cooking is not tat hard lah.. nice anot den is abit tricky... so far... i m still ok... din miss cue alot... i guess when i small i always very kypo when mummy cooking i will stand there see... becos i hungry liao waiting to eat nia... see see long liao den agar agar know liao... is this wath they call "talented"? u see u know... i guess i m not talented in studying den... i see i dunno... i see somemore... i still dunno... haha... just cook food lah.. pastry i cannot liao... i love cakes... but nvr know how to bake 1... let the bakery do their job bah... i go support them can liao...
saw the weather forecast... its say tomolo sun is 38degree C... wat the Xxxx!!!!! y the weather so hot... i think the sun forget to go holiday..... winter is coming... should be cooling liao.. still so hot... bloody hell.... argh.... i guess tomolo i camp in house again liao...
haiz... ok lah.... tat's all folks....
talking abt cooking... hmm.... lots of people tot i onli know how to eat i dunno how to cook... those people din went to school.... becos in school, teacher got teach b4... "DUN JUDGE THE BOOK BY THE COVER" haha.... well... i can cook simple stuff... not too complicated, normal home-cooked chinese food i have no problem.... steam fish--- 1 of my favourite food... onli mummy can do it.. i cannot lor... anyway... when i m in prison.. i dun cook seafood de... becos they are freaking ex... yeah.... if eat outside den order fish n chips lor... i like fish mah... haha.... Mic was saying... she need to plan wat to cook den go supermarket buy liao den cook... John dun need... just open the fridge.. see liao just mix n match can cook liao... sound like mi... haha... see fridge got wat den cook wat... cooking is not tat hard lah.. nice anot den is abit tricky... so far... i m still ok... din miss cue alot... i guess when i small i always very kypo when mummy cooking i will stand there see... becos i hungry liao waiting to eat nia... see see long liao den agar agar know liao... is this wath they call "talented"? u see u know... i guess i m not talented in studying den... i see i dunno... i see somemore... i still dunno... haha... just cook food lah.. pastry i cannot liao... i love cakes... but nvr know how to bake 1... let the bakery do their job bah... i go support them can liao...
saw the weather forecast... its say tomolo sun is 38degree C... wat the Xxxx!!!!! y the weather so hot... i think the sun forget to go holiday..... winter is coming... should be cooling liao.. still so hot... bloody hell.... argh.... i guess tomolo i camp in house again liao...
haiz... ok lah.... tat's all folks....
Saturday, March 14, 2009
13Mar09
今天有点晚来与大家聊天，真不好意思。。。星期五是我主厨。。。而且刚才有客人来，看爸爸，爸爸不在家。。。。哈哈。。。唱起来了，真是的。。。。刚才请朋友来吃饭，过后又玩些游戏。。所以迟了些。。。请大家见谅。。。
首先，在下要向各位读者致上万分的感谢，谢谢大家的支持。。。真想不到会有那么多人来支持在下劣作。。真是惭愧惭愧，没什么大作献给大家。。只是本书生的一些愚见，一笑而过且作罢。。。
kind of sleepy liao.... use england is faster a little bit.... nothing much to say really.... i just realise my place actually got a X-box console....with lots n lots of game.... courtesy of John n Michelle... but i dun think i wanna touch them.... i try not to.... anyway i m nvr a game person... so i guess its not a temptation to mi at all....
above is i trying to be as 古早 as possible... i was watching some olden HK drama... but its just too difficult to speak in the way 1000yrs does... haha... well i tried my best...
yeah P.G. told mi, my blog got quite a few people reading n laugh... dear all.... u read liao laugh must jio mi also lah... dun laugh urself lah... share share mah... or tell mi some comments mah... den i can improve... i can accept comments de... dun laugh urself ok... haha...
dun have much to bitch tonite... late liao.... tat's all folks....
在下先告辞了，大家多珍重。。。
首先，在下要向各位读者致上万分的感谢，谢谢大家的支持。。。真想不到会有那么多人来支持在下劣作。。真是惭愧惭愧，没什么大作献给大家。。只是本书生的一些愚见，一笑而过且作罢。。。
kind of sleepy liao.... use england is faster a little bit.... nothing much to say really.... i just realise my place actually got a X-box console....with lots n lots of game.... courtesy of John n Michelle... but i dun think i wanna touch them.... i try not to.... anyway i m nvr a game person... so i guess its not a temptation to mi at all....
above is i trying to be as 古早 as possible... i was watching some olden HK drama... but its just too difficult to speak in the way 1000yrs does... haha... well i tried my best...
yeah P.G. told mi, my blog got quite a few people reading n laugh... dear all.... u read liao laugh must jio mi also lah... dun laugh urself lah... share share mah... or tell mi some comments mah... den i can improve... i can accept comments de... dun laugh urself ok... haha...
dun have much to bitch tonite... late liao.... tat's all folks....
在下先告辞了，大家多珍重。。。
Thursday, March 12, 2009
12Mar09
昨夜喝太快了，所以有点醉。。。头很痛。。。因此没什么写。。。
今晚没喝。。。所以很清醒。。。 没什么讲。。。 只是昨天在学校，地上有张五块钱，可是我没捡。。妈妈说“路不拾遗”。。可是我没拿，还是有别人拿。。。而且我眼睁睁看着那个鬼妹放进口袋。。哈哈。。。 是不是觉得我很傻。。。其实，我告诉你们。。。 华仔的“笨小孩”是唱给我的。。。路不拾遗以经过时了。。我以经落伍了，我想现在的潮流应该是有便宜不要想江多。。捡了在讲。。。
老实，纯朴的人在这个黑暗又邪恶的社会能生存吗？？？ hai..... 这个社会还有没有论理道德啊？？
tat's all folks...
PS: brush up ur chinese bah... which part u dun understand write in comment i translate for u... the whole thing dun understand den forget it... haha... nothing impt too...
今晚没喝。。。所以很清醒。。。 没什么讲。。。 只是昨天在学校，地上有张五块钱，可是我没捡。。妈妈说“路不拾遗”。。可是我没拿，还是有别人拿。。。而且我眼睁睁看着那个鬼妹放进口袋。。哈哈。。。 是不是觉得我很傻。。。其实，我告诉你们。。。 华仔的“笨小孩”是唱给我的。。。路不拾遗以经过时了。。我以经落伍了，我想现在的潮流应该是有便宜不要想江多。。捡了在讲。。。
老实，纯朴的人在这个黑暗又邪恶的社会能生存吗？？？ hai..... 这个社会还有没有论理道德啊？？
tat's all folks...
PS: brush up ur chinese bah... which part u dun understand write in comment i translate for u... the whole thing dun understand den forget it... haha... nothing impt too...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
11Mar09
hi folks.... i m too damn drunk to blog tonite... i take a break tonite.....
drink 1st half of the glass with sips.... drain down the other half at 1 go..... now i m having a terrible headache... damn... i m weak......
yeah i m suppose to be too damn drunk to blog.... tat's all folks....
drink 1st half of the glass with sips.... drain down the other half at 1 go..... now i m having a terrible headache... damn... i m weak......
yeah i m suppose to be too damn drunk to blog.... tat's all folks....
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
10Mar09
Today is too damn hot man................ bay tahan... i feel like i going to melt liao lor.... hot till i headache n dun feel like doing anything lor..
dun think i wanna say anything tonite.... i just post some random photos bah... Since pic tell a million words....
this is a pic i took after dinner with Dr Yap the vet...
haha.. i tot is quite nice... so share with u all lor...
above is photo of my roomyeah.... today just look pic lah.... too hot for mi to think abt anything to blog liao....
actually as i was walking home from bus stop... i have the same feeling again.... i thought y m i here... y did i wan to come here... after 1yr liao... i m still thinking wat the hell i m doing here... if i din come here... wat will i be doing? will i be better off if i m not here? will i be more happy in if i not here?? i have been thinking..... is it the right choice... OK.... I M THINKING NIA... PLS DUN FLOOD MY COMMENT BOX N TELL MI Y I STILL THINKING THIS WAY.... u everyday also got think something de.... so today i think of it... i will still study de... right choice anot i will pain pain suffer through de...right choice anot i m here liao... bo bian liao... just tat i can't help thinking... i just think nia... pls dun come interfere with my thinking... thanks...
weather hot... i dun feel like writing liao.... tat's all folks.
Monday, March 9, 2009
09Mar09
Today is monday, monday is a bad day for mi... i m sure its a bad day for many many people too... i m very very very very sad today, becos i found out infomation tat i din not bother to read n now is very very very regret.
My mobile plan.... i used to use pre-paid now change to plan. tat is when i make tat stupid mistake. when i m using pre-paid i pay 30bucks and they give 150bucks to call n sms local n int'l.... calling home use to be 50c/min which means tat i can talk int'l for about 5hrs.... now.. the new plan i signed up..... 150bucks credit can call n sms local, onli 100 out of tat 150 can be use for int'l. n guess wat... the rate is abt $1/min. which means i onli can call back 100min nia.... n they still got give 200min free for calling ur friends with the same mobile company which i have very few friends tat use the same company line..... i m very sad.... i think liao also wan to cry... pre-paid u use how much u pay.... n can call as much as u wan... u just pay... now diff liao... cannot be wat i used to do liao... last time i sad i can call back talk to people... now cannot liao... y m i so stupid... y did i din check properly..... y m i blinded by dunno wat......... damn!!!!!!!!! argh... very angry with myself... think liao i really angry with myself...
if u dun wan to read the above rubbish here is a conclusion. i stupidly change from pre-paid to plan n i now cannot call back hometown as often as i used to be liao. n i m very very upset abt it.
i dunno.... i felt very devastated by the cruel facts n by the stupid mistake i made. i m really really very sad... no mood to blog liao.. see if later got mood anot lor.... that's all for the time being....
My mobile plan.... i used to use pre-paid now change to plan. tat is when i make tat stupid mistake. when i m using pre-paid i pay 30bucks and they give 150bucks to call n sms local n int'l.... calling home use to be 50c/min which means tat i can talk int'l for about 5hrs.... now.. the new plan i signed up..... 150bucks credit can call n sms local, onli 100 out of tat 150 can be use for int'l. n guess wat... the rate is abt $1/min. which means i onli can call back 100min nia.... n they still got give 200min free for calling ur friends with the same mobile company which i have very few friends tat use the same company line..... i m very sad.... i think liao also wan to cry... pre-paid u use how much u pay.... n can call as much as u wan... u just pay... now diff liao... cannot be wat i used to do liao... last time i sad i can call back talk to people... now cannot liao... y m i so stupid... y did i din check properly..... y m i blinded by dunno wat......... damn!!!!!!!!! argh... very angry with myself... think liao i really angry with myself...
if u dun wan to read the above rubbish here is a conclusion. i stupidly change from pre-paid to plan n i now cannot call back hometown as often as i used to be liao. n i m very very upset abt it.
i dunno.... i felt very devastated by the cruel facts n by the stupid mistake i made. i m really really very sad... no mood to blog liao.. see if later got mood anot lor.... that's all for the time being....
Sunday, March 8, 2009
08Mar09
Today we will have something different. I received a request for me to blog in proper English. I also receive a complaint, why are all my blogs something that are unhappy. Therefore, today's blog will be in as proper English as my ability allows and as happy as possible.
It's Sunday! Today I went to Swan valley with friends to play Supa Golf! I am overjoy. We arrived at the place at about 9am. Then we decided to play 18 holes since we were early. We were all having fun during the 3hrs game. Moreover, I have discovered the Lion Woods in me. Haha... isn't it great. Below are some of the photos of the newly found Lion Woods and his professional pose.
After 3hrs plus of baking ourselves under the hot sun, we finally finished the 18holes. We returned the clubs and proceeded to lunch. We went to this german resturant and below are some photos i took. Pictures tells a million words. I am lazy to type so just see the photos.
It's Sunday! Today I went to Swan valley with friends to play Supa Golf! I am overjoy. We arrived at the place at about 9am. Then we decided to play 18 holes since we were early. We were all having fun during the 3hrs game. Moreover, I have discovered the Lion Woods in me. Haha... isn't it great. Below are some of the photos of the newly found Lion Woods and his professional pose.
Lion Woods posing at hole 18 after 3hrs of unchallenged match. hee hee
Lion Woods' pose after hitting his ball (sound abit wrong hor)
Lion Woods aiming and calculating the angle. Look very Professonal isn't it?
After 3hrs plus of baking ourselves under the hot sun, we finally finished the 18holes. We returned the clubs and proceeded to lunch. We went to this german resturant and below are some photos i took. Pictures tells a million words. I am lazy to type so just see the photos.
Menu of the place we had Lunch.
This photo is taken for Ying ying to see. While she is studying very studiously
very far away i ate this very delicous german food. hee hee.
Then after lunch there was nothing much about it, we went around places and then, we came to this shop that sells vegetable and fruits. I saw something very interesting, you can see the photo below.
Can anyone tell me what do you think I am carrying in my hands?
After Swan valley, there was not much interesting things happened. Or rather I am too tired to continue typing. So my blog on the outing will conclude at this point of time.
This is the 1st time I upload so many photos in a blog. And everytime i upload a photo, the alightnment of the whole blog just go haywire. That is so irritating. argh..... In addition, typing blog in proper english is not a very fun thing to do. I think in future i will blog informally, as if i am saying it. Blog itself is by nature an informal form of journal or report or some will say dairy. Since it is by nature informal, I would be very glad to blog in the informal english.
Thank you for your precious time to read the above account of my sunday's activity. I feel very honour and the pleasure is mine. Hope you have enjoyed reading, please feel free to drop a comment, it is most welcome. I will reply it as soon as possible if required. Thank you once again.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
07Mar09
3:30am... i still dreaming in lalaland.... i smell something... i can't be bothered.... i hear people walking (the walkway is under my room)... i can't be bothered... until people start knocking at my door... "there is a fire in our carpark... dun panic... just to let u know" i was like wat the........!!!! its onli my 2nd nite at my new place... n there is a fire at our carpark.... den i went to my living room realise there is lots of smoke... not long after.... fire engine arrive liao... 4am in the morning... 
above is the fire engine tat response to the call.... so brave so pro.... within 10min... settle the fire liao... n den i realise 1 of them is a lady.... whoo hoo.... very li hai rite.... with the oxy tank on her back... she take the hose chiong to the fire.... hollywood also no so li hai lor.... this type of live telecast not everytime got de leh.... haha.... the onli down thing was... the smoke n the smell... the smell of burning petrol.... very er xin.... haha.... that is something happen in today.... den the whole thing ends abt 4:30am... the fire engine 收队.... but i see no police.... dunno y leh... no police come take statement leh.... funny... today i expect to see police come also dun have leh.. if in home... i think police, fire engine, ambulance all can come de also come liao.... here... 2 fire engine came.... the 1 u see above start putting off the fire... the other come later a few min see the fire uncer control... den baleh kampong liao.... haha... diff country diff culture...
rest of the day was rather peaceful.... just another sunny saturday.... yeah yeah .....
Friday, March 6, 2009
05&06Mar09
hihi... i din blog on 05/03/09 becos i moving house... after my 6pm class.... i went home... den start moving liao.... damn shack.... shack till i forget wat bad things happen during that day liao... now still shack... i know i sleep liao but still not enough.... from 6plus start to move till like alomst 10pm den finish... omg!!! so many things lah... mainly not my things... haiz...
ya.. speaking of not enough of sleep.... when i came back to prison.. my bed downgraded to those "air-bed" sleep till i have backache... last nite finally i got back my bed liao... n with all the moving n climbing up n down the stairs.... i total shack out.... no nitemare no nothing... till this morning 6:35am when i alarm goes off... i woke up sleep back again... the next time i open my eyes.... 7:05am.... SHIT!!!!!!! by the time i left house.... 7:26am..... den tragedy happen liao.... 7:30am.... when i still walking.... i see my bus driving pass in front of mi.... sad!!!!!! very very sad!!!! den i wait n wait n wait.... 7:50am den tat bus come.... cry till no tear.... haiz... late for lect... have to d/l iLect to watch... wat to do... the bed is so nice... the weather is so nice... the time not enough.... i think i going back to sleep lor.... (btw i m library when typing this blog usually i do at home at nite but i scare i sleep till i forget my name so do it now)
i dunno wat to bitch abt liao... tired cannot think properly... i think i going home soon... go n sleep my comfortable bed liao.......... oh ya... i suppose to type a blog with proper english... i just remember... was a request... hmm... Ms Lim... i do it another time hor... shack cannot think... forget abit it liao.. next time... next time i try to use as proper as possible.....
haha... ok... tat's all folks.....
ya.. speaking of not enough of sleep.... when i came back to prison.. my bed downgraded to those "air-bed" sleep till i have backache... last nite finally i got back my bed liao... n with all the moving n climbing up n down the stairs.... i total shack out.... no nitemare no nothing... till this morning 6:35am when i alarm goes off... i woke up sleep back again... the next time i open my eyes.... 7:05am.... SHIT!!!!!!! by the time i left house.... 7:26am..... den tragedy happen liao.... 7:30am.... when i still walking.... i see my bus driving pass in front of mi.... sad!!!!!! very very sad!!!! den i wait n wait n wait.... 7:50am den tat bus come.... cry till no tear.... haiz... late for lect... have to d/l iLect to watch... wat to do... the bed is so nice... the weather is so nice... the time not enough.... i think i going back to sleep lor.... (btw i m library when typing this blog usually i do at home at nite but i scare i sleep till i forget my name so do it now)
i dunno wat to bitch abt liao... tired cannot think properly... i think i going home soon... go n sleep my comfortable bed liao.......... oh ya... i suppose to type a blog with proper english... i just remember... was a request... hmm... Ms Lim... i do it another time hor... shack cannot think... forget abit it liao.. next time... next time i try to use as proper as possible.....
haha... ok... tat's all folks.....
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
04Mar09
today starting actually not so bad... onli got 1hrs of tute... manage to figure out 1 assignment... want to go friend's room get a movie... GI Jane... ask him to d/l last sem... but din get the chance to get from him... today free so go find him.... den hor.... bad thing happen again.... my 8GB thumbdrive dunno for wat freaking reason not working!!!!!! damn..... so c bei TL lor!!!!! i just bought last sem leh.... now spoilt liao.... i suspecting is MCL lor.... stupid Math Computer Lab got virus lor.... not the 1st time liao... tot they clear the virus already... wah lao.... really bay tahan leh.... my new thumbdrive leh..... not even half a yr.... den spoilt liao.....
Ms Lim..... Miss Phoon.... u say lah... how to be happy.... bad thing is not stopping lor.... keeps on coming n coming leh.... pek chez leh...... lucky onli some notes nia... n some iLect nia.... dun have impt things inside... 8Gb of data leh... shit... i will cry till no tears lor....
now hopefully my friend coming back on friday from sg can help mi get a replacement... if not den sian liao.... very very angry!!!!!!
怪事年年有，今年特别多。。。。
just had dinner with Dr Yap.... the Vet... haha... grad liao... going to eastern states to be Vet liao... won't be able to see her for sometimes liao... we went to this indian resturant.... omg... dunno my stomach can take it anot.... haiz... recently stomach very very weak.... tat place very funny de... its a indian veggie buffet eat all u can.... pay all u wish... meaning u pay watever money u feel like it... haha... funny rite...
sian 1/2 liao... dun feel like writing liao.... no mood liao.... tat's all for today....
Ms Lim..... Miss Phoon.... u say lah... how to be happy.... bad thing is not stopping lor.... keeps on coming n coming leh.... pek chez leh...... lucky onli some notes nia... n some iLect nia.... dun have impt things inside... 8Gb of data leh... shit... i will cry till no tears lor....
now hopefully my friend coming back on friday from sg can help mi get a replacement... if not den sian liao.... very very angry!!!!!!
怪事年年有，今年特别多。。。。
just had dinner with Dr Yap.... the Vet... haha... grad liao... going to eastern states to be Vet liao... won't be able to see her for sometimes liao... we went to this indian resturant.... omg... dunno my stomach can take it anot.... haiz... recently stomach very very weak.... tat place very funny de... its a indian veggie buffet eat all u can.... pay all u wish... meaning u pay watever money u feel like it... haha... funny rite...
sian 1/2 liao... dun feel like writing liao.... no mood liao.... tat's all for today....
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
03Mar09
Haiz.... 闻者伤心听者流泪。。。。今天早上八点多就到学校，六点才走去车站等车回家。。。我只想到两个字来形容。。“可怜”
past few day not feeling well...yest went to see doc... den he ask mi go do blood test.... yest here is public holiday so today den go lab take blood... the nurse very pro... ask mi which hand i prefer... i ask her back which side u prefer i m fine... she rub rub abit touch touch abit... den aim zun zun poke the needle down liao... start is abit pain... i see her poke liao den i turn my head liao... den i can hear my blood oozing into the small test tube lor... like "lao gas"(gas leak) like tat leh.... she poke tat time abit pain... den the needle inside not pain liao.... but she take alot lor... 2small test tube leh.... dunno y need so much.... haiz... hope nothing is wrong.... thur will have result liao... book appointment with doc to review liao... here see doc very troublesome de... need to book appointment de... not u happy happy walk in den they see u de... sometime i think.... how u know when u will sick... as if i can predict like tat... if i know when i sick still need to study meh... i also can be doctor liao lor...anyway i play by their rules lor... bo bian....
dunno wat to bitch abt today.... dun have interesting news also... just thinking... my life is just uni home.... home uni..... haiz... realli is 笼子。。。。 haiz........="(
ok ok... got liao... i see the news.... Andy lau say will clarify if he got married anot... siao ah... lim pek married anot must gao dai to fans?? funny rite... y would he wanna do tat? he married not married is his problem mah... fans support him is becos his song is nice... his movie is nice mah... supports his talent mah... not support he single mah.... so now wat?? he is married den the fans dun support him anymore? 明星也是人，也是妈妈生的。。。结婚是人生大事，他却要鬼鬼祟祟。。。真正的fans应该支持他的全部而不是选择性的支持。。。华仔不需向任何人澄清。。。。 华仔！！！我用远支持你！！！！
哈哈。。。
past few day not feeling well...yest went to see doc... den he ask mi go do blood test.... yest here is public holiday so today den go lab take blood... the nurse very pro... ask mi which hand i prefer... i ask her back which side u prefer i m fine... she rub rub abit touch touch abit... den aim zun zun poke the needle down liao... start is abit pain... i see her poke liao den i turn my head liao... den i can hear my blood oozing into the small test tube lor... like "lao gas"(gas leak) like tat leh.... she poke tat time abit pain... den the needle inside not pain liao.... but she take alot lor... 2small test tube leh.... dunno y need so much.... haiz... hope nothing is wrong.... thur will have result liao... book appointment with doc to review liao... here see doc very troublesome de... need to book appointment de... not u happy happy walk in den they see u de... sometime i think.... how u know when u will sick... as if i can predict like tat... if i know when i sick still need to study meh... i also can be doctor liao lor...anyway i play by their rules lor... bo bian....
dunno wat to bitch abt today.... dun have interesting news also... just thinking... my life is just uni home.... home uni..... haiz... realli is 笼子。。。。 haiz........="(
ok ok... got liao... i see the news.... Andy lau say will clarify if he got married anot... siao ah... lim pek married anot must gao dai to fans?? funny rite... y would he wanna do tat? he married not married is his problem mah... fans support him is becos his song is nice... his movie is nice mah... supports his talent mah... not support he single mah.... so now wat?? he is married den the fans dun support him anymore? 明星也是人，也是妈妈生的。。。结婚是人生大事，他却要鬼鬼祟祟。。。真正的fans应该支持他的全部而不是选择性的支持。。。华仔不需向任何人澄清。。。。 华仔！！！我用远支持你！！！！
哈哈。。。
Monday, March 2, 2009
02Mar09
hmmm.... monday!!!!! worst day of the week.... can't be any worst liao... rush for the 12noon tute... reach 1145am... sit there talk talk with Kenny.... den suddenly there is this ang mo from the back surfing net just said "Tute is CANCELLED"... i was like WTF!!!! i rush here leh den tell mi cancel... na bay.... sian 1/2 lah..... crap.....! already monday blues liao... still chu this kind of stunt.. u not sian meh.....?
i was reading some sg's news... den saw something funny.... local uni got a student go stab his professor... den commit suicide... student there is so dumb... i heard somemore is a yr4 student... lucky tat uni din take mi in.... i will be so pai seh lah.... dunno wat that uni teach also... i tot sg should be so civilise??? in the end still is so violent.. still is university somemore... now sg's uni really famous in the world liao lor.. haha....
Ms Lim... dun too firece in class leh... take care of urself... student in sg nowaday is 养不熟的，已经没有尊师重道。。。我看他们连什么是尊师重道都不懂lor....
talking abt education in sg... i think my poly is too easy liao.. u know its is very hard to fail in my poly... everything is given to u liao... the notes just go to print shop u can buy... lecturers spoon feed u..... i dunno how is local uni.... but in oversea uni... u got to depend on urself... Prof not free to feed u... u dun feed urself den u can strave n die.... but that is where u learn... come to think of it.... i din really learn much in my poly studies also... dunno is it go in NS den army make mi stupid or i din learn anything from poly from the 1st place... come here the 1st 2 sem was like killer lor... i got to learn to feed myself.... lucky i can make it... if not cry also no tears....
Sg's edu sys really got to wake up their idea liao... if not... students will everything take for granted... u see like now... tham po bay song nia den go stab ur Prof.... where got so many prof for u all to stab... haha... i guess now in local uni.... see prof have to go to those special room like prison liao... separate with a glass... den cannot stab mah.... whaahahahha.... so pathetic...
yeah yeah... i guess tat's all for today's... enjoy ya...
i was reading some sg's news... den saw something funny.... local uni got a student go stab his professor... den commit suicide... student there is so dumb... i heard somemore is a yr4 student... lucky tat uni din take mi in.... i will be so pai seh lah.... dunno wat that uni teach also... i tot sg should be so civilise??? in the end still is so violent.. still is university somemore... now sg's uni really famous in the world liao lor.. haha....
Ms Lim... dun too firece in class leh... take care of urself... student in sg nowaday is 养不熟的，已经没有尊师重道。。。我看他们连什么是尊师重道都不懂lor....
talking abt education in sg... i think my poly is too easy liao.. u know its is very hard to fail in my poly... everything is given to u liao... the notes just go to print shop u can buy... lecturers spoon feed u..... i dunno how is local uni.... but in oversea uni... u got to depend on urself... Prof not free to feed u... u dun feed urself den u can strave n die.... but that is where u learn... come to think of it.... i din really learn much in my poly studies also... dunno is it go in NS den army make mi stupid or i din learn anything from poly from the 1st place... come here the 1st 2 sem was like killer lor... i got to learn to feed myself.... lucky i can make it... if not cry also no tears....
Sg's edu sys really got to wake up their idea liao... if not... students will everything take for granted... u see like now... tham po bay song nia den go stab ur Prof.... where got so many prof for u all to stab... haha... i guess now in local uni.... see prof have to go to those special room like prison liao... separate with a glass... den cannot stab mah.... whaahahahha.... so pathetic...
yeah yeah... i guess tat's all for today's... enjoy ya...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
01Mar09
Hmm... 1st day of March... and a Sunday.... stay at home whole day.... nothing much happened... nothing to bitch abt leh... how ah??? haiz... wait wait wait... let mi think of something to bitch... haha...
today is pretty hot outside... i din go out at all... weather forcast says "THUNDERSTORM" so i expecting a thunderstorm lor... but i think its was delayed due to some technical fault.... so damn warm now lah... bay tahan leh...rain abit mah... at nite cooler nicer to sleep mah...
song also got sing mah...
三月里的小雨,淅沥沥沥沥沥淅沥沥沥下个不停,
山谷里的小溪,哗啦啦啦啦啦哗啦啦啦流不停,
小雨为谁飘,小溪为谁流,带著满怀的凄清.
三月里的小雨,淅沥沥沥沥沥淅沥沥沥下个不停,
山谷里的小溪,哗啦啦啦啦啦哗啦啦啦流不停,
小雨陪伴我,小溪听我诉,可知我满怀的寂寞.
请问小溪,谁带我追寻,追寻那一颗爱我的心.
追寻那一颗爱我的心.
i sing so much liao... still no rain leh... haiz...
now is like totally no wind... dunno how to sleep tonite liao sian....
tomolo is a public holiday here... but i still got uni... becos uni is no holiday de... damn... onli thing i m glad is i dun have morning's lect.. becos bus service start at 9 or 9:30am... imagine the last 2 sem i got 8am lect lucky got people fetch mi a couple of times n i cycled to uni once... this sem onli tomolo is PH the next 1 is very far away....
called home just now... yeah my folks are alrite... my mum was telling mi.... last nite they went to my 三舅母's place have dinner.... den 三舅母's sister 小姨 (a distant relative) so wanna my mum to tell mi that they were eating crabs n 猪肚汤 for dinner lor... like wanna make mi drool leh... yeah 小姨你办到了。。。我很羡慕，现在在流口水了。。。haiz... 为什么我周围的人都喜欢把他们的快乐建立在我的痛苦上？你们真的忍心看到我痛苦吗。。。？
haiz... tat's all for today.... stay tune for more crap...
*PS: read liao feel free to comment... i dun mind de...
today is pretty hot outside... i din go out at all... weather forcast says "THUNDERSTORM" so i expecting a thunderstorm lor... but i think its was delayed due to some technical fault.... so damn warm now lah... bay tahan leh...rain abit mah... at nite cooler nicer to sleep mah...
song also got sing mah...
三月里的小雨,淅沥沥沥沥沥淅沥沥沥下个不停,
山谷里的小溪,哗啦啦啦啦啦哗啦啦啦流不停,
小雨为谁飘,小溪为谁流,带著满怀的凄清.
三月里的小雨,淅沥沥沥沥沥淅沥沥沥下个不停,
山谷里的小溪,哗啦啦啦啦啦哗啦啦啦流不停,
小雨陪伴我,小溪听我诉,可知我满怀的寂寞.
请问小溪,谁带我追寻,追寻那一颗爱我的心.
追寻那一颗爱我的心.
i sing so much liao... still no rain leh... haiz...
now is like totally no wind... dunno how to sleep tonite liao sian....
tomolo is a public holiday here... but i still got uni... becos uni is no holiday de... damn... onli thing i m glad is i dun have morning's lect.. becos bus service start at 9 or 9:30am... imagine the last 2 sem i got 8am lect lucky got people fetch mi a couple of times n i cycled to uni once... this sem onli tomolo is PH the next 1 is very far away....
called home just now... yeah my folks are alrite... my mum was telling mi.... last nite they went to my 三舅母's place have dinner.... den 三舅母's sister 小姨 (a distant relative) so wanna my mum to tell mi that they were eating crabs n 猪肚汤 for dinner lor... like wanna make mi drool leh... yeah 小姨你办到了。。。我很羡慕，现在在流口水了。。。haiz... 为什么我周围的人都喜欢把他们的快乐建立在我的痛苦上？你们真的忍心看到我痛苦吗。。。？
haiz... tat's all for today.... stay tune for more crap...
*PS: read liao feel free to comment... i dun mind de...
Saturday, February 28, 2009
28Feb09
衣服本来刚刚好，怎么现在穿不着。。。 为什么。。。。哈哈。。。
still remember this song??? long time ago a song for an advertisement... i think is the 鱼肝油1....
ok i m not trying to say i fat already ok.... dar.........!!! i did laundry yesterday.... today wanna keep tat time realise got 2 new polo-T wear 1 time onli 缩水liao.... sian lah.... smaller liao lor.... still can wear lah... abit tight lor... haiz... sian... meaning cannot gain weight liao.... haiz.... even worse.... need to lose weight... more sian....
u see u see.... bad things always happen de lor... its not stopping lor...argh.... angry....
hmm.... ok... i woke up 12noon... keep my cloths eat b/f.. den go grocery... come back 4pm... start preparing n cooking my 肉骨茶。。。haha.. just eaten... not bad... just tat not spicy enough... i put lots of pepper liao... still not hot leh... hmm... nvm lah... still quite nice... haha...
ok ok i know... Ms Lim n Miss Phoon... u all must be saying y i go back din cook for u all rite... hmm... the next time i go back i cook for u all ok... But Ms Lim.. can borrow ur kitchen anot... den we can gather at ur place... can ask ying ying come also... Miss Sze u wan to come anot??? haha... if not u say no family love again... got 住家饭 leh... i think plenty of family love liao lor... hahah.... but need to wait very long lah...
nothing much today to bitch abt leh.... maybe later need to drink my XXXX liao... so tat next week move house tat time have lesser things to move...
人们都说借酒消愁愁更愁，我却说一醉解千愁，人生能得几回醉？不欢更何待。。。 人们都太肤浅了，真是一班凡夫俗子。。。不知所谓。。。 哈哈。。。
still remember this song??? long time ago a song for an advertisement... i think is the 鱼肝油1....
ok i m not trying to say i fat already ok.... dar.........!!! i did laundry yesterday.... today wanna keep tat time realise got 2 new polo-T wear 1 time onli 缩水liao.... sian lah.... smaller liao lor.... still can wear lah... abit tight lor... haiz... sian... meaning cannot gain weight liao.... haiz.... even worse.... need to lose weight... more sian....
u see u see.... bad things always happen de lor... its not stopping lor...argh.... angry....
hmm.... ok... i woke up 12noon... keep my cloths eat b/f.. den go grocery... come back 4pm... start preparing n cooking my 肉骨茶。。。haha.. just eaten... not bad... just tat not spicy enough... i put lots of pepper liao... still not hot leh... hmm... nvm lah... still quite nice... haha...
ok ok i know... Ms Lim n Miss Phoon... u all must be saying y i go back din cook for u all rite... hmm... the next time i go back i cook for u all ok... But Ms Lim.. can borrow ur kitchen anot... den we can gather at ur place... can ask ying ying come also... Miss Sze u wan to come anot??? haha... if not u say no family love again... got 住家饭 leh... i think plenty of family love liao lor... hahah.... but need to wait very long lah...
nothing much today to bitch abt leh.... maybe later need to drink my XXXX liao... so tat next week move house tat time have lesser things to move...
人们都说借酒消愁愁更愁，我却说一醉解千愁，人生能得几回醉？不欢更何待。。。 人们都太肤浅了，真是一班凡夫俗子。。。不知所谓。。。 哈哈。。。
27Feb09
haiz... just reach home abt 2:30am... i woke up 6:30am which is 20hrs ago... damn tired now... but still got to blog... haha.....
Friday 1 of my shortest day... 8am-11am...... 10am tute cancelled... so i went to Reid to d/l some iLect n some notes... at the same time MSN-ing... was chatting with a couple of friends... den this 问题少女(problematic gal aka PG) start msn mi... normal chatting... after i done my stuff... felt hungry n i got a jester pie coupon... so asked PG she wan to eat anot becos the coupon is buy 1 get 1 free.. n since she stay near uni... so ask her lor.... den she ok.... she got lots of problem de leh... just go for short walk... still wanna go BATH!!!! omg... was so hot this morning lor... sun is like melting mi lah... i not going to wait lor... den meet out liao 1st thing she ask mi.. "cannot wait meh!!!" , "cannot lah... later bath cannot meh!!! u walk back sweat again mah.... y bath now?" she also a complain queen leh... can simply complaint anything under the sun lor... lets start counting wat did she complaint.... hee hee... i think she is so going to kill mi when she read it...
1st complaint i cannot wait...
2nd complaint the sun damn hot...
3rd complaint the shop damn far...the distance is abt NYP blk A to YCK mrt nia... maybe shorter
4th complaint [she order mochiato (kind of espresso)] her kopi too little...
haiz... complaint so much for wat.... not as if anything will change after all the complaints
while walking to my bus-stop... there is a few street where by u need to cross the road... let mi ask u... wat do u do when u want to cross a road... u look left look right den u look left again b4 u cross rite??? PG ask mi... "y u must look when u cross the road? i dun care lor i just cross lor" i was dumbfounded.... wat's wrong with this gal??? dun look? wat if a car run over u.....? haiz... problematic gal.... haha....
just now went to friends' place steamboat cum Bday party...after tat was playing board games.. dunno y... friends here like to play board games... haiz... falling asleep lor... play play play till 1am plus... omg... so tired lah.... now 3:30am liao...
i think thats all for today lah.. tired liao brain not working liao...
oh ya... i was reading Rainbow Six.... a book tat 1 read 10yrs ago... 10yrs later i read again... there is a phrase tat i quite like ..........
"Time n tide wait for no man" quite true isn't it....
ok tat's all folks... nite nite....
oh ya..... just now when eating steamboat... i was sitting opposite chan-chan n in front of the steamboat itself... i was eating happily when chan-chan suddenly THROW the veggie into the steamboat... yes she THROW the veggie.... omg... the hot soup splash onto my face lor... i know u dun like mi also dun like tat mah... wahahahahah....
ok ok... this time really stop liao if not nvr ending...=P
Friday 1 of my shortest day... 8am-11am...... 10am tute cancelled... so i went to Reid to d/l some iLect n some notes... at the same time MSN-ing... was chatting with a couple of friends... den this 问题少女(problematic gal aka PG) start msn mi... normal chatting... after i done my stuff... felt hungry n i got a jester pie coupon... so asked PG she wan to eat anot becos the coupon is buy 1 get 1 free.. n since she stay near uni... so ask her lor.... den she ok.... she got lots of problem de leh... just go for short walk... still wanna go BATH!!!! omg... was so hot this morning lor... sun is like melting mi lah... i not going to wait lor... den meet out liao 1st thing she ask mi.. "cannot wait meh!!!" , "cannot lah... later bath cannot meh!!! u walk back sweat again mah.... y bath now?" she also a complain queen leh... can simply complaint anything under the sun lor... lets start counting wat did she complaint.... hee hee... i think she is so going to kill mi when she read it...
1st complaint i cannot wait...
2nd complaint the sun damn hot...
3rd complaint the shop damn far...the distance is abt NYP blk A to YCK mrt nia... maybe shorter
4th complaint [she order mochiato (kind of espresso)] her kopi too little...
haiz... complaint so much for wat.... not as if anything will change after all the complaints
while walking to my bus-stop... there is a few street where by u need to cross the road... let mi ask u... wat do u do when u want to cross a road... u look left look right den u look left again b4 u cross rite??? PG ask mi... "y u must look when u cross the road? i dun care lor i just cross lor" i was dumbfounded.... wat's wrong with this gal??? dun look? wat if a car run over u.....? haiz... problematic gal.... haha....
just now went to friends' place steamboat cum Bday party...after tat was playing board games.. dunno y... friends here like to play board games... haiz... falling asleep lor... play play play till 1am plus... omg... so tired lah.... now 3:30am liao...
i think thats all for today lah.. tired liao brain not working liao...
oh ya... i was reading Rainbow Six.... a book tat 1 read 10yrs ago... 10yrs later i read again... there is a phrase tat i quite like ..........
"Time n tide wait for no man" quite true isn't it....
ok tat's all folks... nite nite....
oh ya..... just now when eating steamboat... i was sitting opposite chan-chan n in front of the steamboat itself... i was eating happily when chan-chan suddenly THROW the veggie into the steamboat... yes she THROW the veggie.... omg... the hot soup splash onto my face lor... i know u dun like mi also dun like tat mah... wahahahahah....
ok ok... this time really stop liao if not nvr ending...=P
Thursday, February 26, 2009
26Feb09
我今早换了个比较贴切的标题“被关在笼子的日子”看起来很应景对不对。。直接地表达俺的心声。。。 哈哈哈。。。（苦笑）
Ok.... let see.... how bad is my day today..... hmm.. wat grumble do i have today... oh yeah my mobile service... i wanted to retain my num so yest as i said i went to the shop to do transfer. the guy ask for the DOB of the owner of my num... i tot was my sis... i double check her she said was mi. ok den i give my DOB... happily wait to use my mobile... but i wait n wait n wait... from patient to impatient liao... still haben transfer yet... until just now 113o am den sms mi say its the wrong DOB.... wat the!!!!! damn pls off....... nvr in my life i dun have a working line for so long since sunday till now.... bo bian... suck thumb... was in the middle of a 2hr-lect... after tat went to 舒服's place n had lunch again... (oh btw, i made sandwich previous nite) used his phone to call a couple of places to settled my mobile service... den they tell mi to WAIT again... yeah... 4-48hrs... damn... but to my surprise... by 2:30pm i got my signal liao... my line is up liao!!! i see some rays of lights finally........
as i said i went to 舒服's place to makan my lunch. he was talking(on his mobile) to a friend abt JACK-PUG-HUA... ie mix-breed of Jack Russell,Pug n Chihuahua. they have this idea of cross breeding it so tat they get a Jack-Pug-Hua.... actually i felt kinda uncomfortable when i heard their idea... i was quite heat up abt my mobile liao den i heard his this idea again. when he put down his hp i just tell him "can u dun be so unethical, immoral n cruel anot.... this JACK-PUG-HUA things is like so wrong lah! can u dun play GOD anot!" well... i just voice out my pt of view... hopefully he can drop tat idea... n personally i m against cloning... haha... dun ask mi y...
talking abt cloning... a few years back there is this movie "The Island"..... its abt buying a insurance policy n guess wat is tat policy........ cloning urself... so tat if 1 day ur spare part worn out liao, spolit liao, rosak liao, pai liao, bo bian liao.... there is another "you" where u can take the parts from n replace onto u.... 100% compatible... no need scare ur OS cannot operate... haha....
oh ya... i cooked dinner today.... the menu are steam egg with mushroom n pork mince and 小白菜stirred fry with chicken. not bad... standard maintain...
ok i wanna practice my chinese.....
below are some random thoughts i had b4.....
（一）老实与聪明。。。。
择偶条件。。。 你要你的另一半老实，丑，没钱。。。 还是聪明，帅，有钱？
第一位。。 都说他老实了对你肯定忠心耿耿。。。。丑又没钱哪里会去涅花惹草。。。
第二个。。。自以为很聪明，帅又有钱就到处涅花惹草。。。 这样的人。。。 你要meh?
还好我老实又不聪明。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
（二）希望
有希望真的很好吗？？
希望越大失望跟着大wor...
没希望真的不好吗？？
没希望就不会有失望wor...
**以上是本人吃饱了撑着没活干随口嚷嚷。。。读者们看了一笑而过就好不要太在意。。。哈哈哈。。。
Ok.... let see.... how bad is my day today..... hmm.. wat grumble do i have today... oh yeah my mobile service... i wanted to retain my num so yest as i said i went to the shop to do transfer. the guy ask for the DOB of the owner of my num... i tot was my sis... i double check her she said was mi. ok den i give my DOB... happily wait to use my mobile... but i wait n wait n wait... from patient to impatient liao... still haben transfer yet... until just now 113o am den sms mi say its the wrong DOB.... wat the!!!!! damn pls off....... nvr in my life i dun have a working line for so long since sunday till now.... bo bian... suck thumb... was in the middle of a 2hr-lect... after tat went to 舒服's place n had lunch again... (oh btw, i made sandwich previous nite) used his phone to call a couple of places to settled my mobile service... den they tell mi to WAIT again... yeah... 4-48hrs... damn... but to my surprise... by 2:30pm i got my signal liao... my line is up liao!!! i see some rays of lights finally........
as i said i went to 舒服's place to makan my lunch. he was talking(on his mobile) to a friend abt JACK-PUG-HUA... ie mix-breed of Jack Russell,Pug n Chihuahua. they have this idea of cross breeding it so tat they get a Jack-Pug-Hua.... actually i felt kinda uncomfortable when i heard their idea... i was quite heat up abt my mobile liao den i heard his this idea again. when he put down his hp i just tell him "can u dun be so unethical, immoral n cruel anot.... this JACK-PUG-HUA things is like so wrong lah! can u dun play GOD anot!" well... i just voice out my pt of view... hopefully he can drop tat idea... n personally i m against cloning... haha... dun ask mi y...
talking abt cloning... a few years back there is this movie "The Island"..... its abt buying a insurance policy n guess wat is tat policy........ cloning urself... so tat if 1 day ur spare part worn out liao, spolit liao, rosak liao, pai liao, bo bian liao.... there is another "you" where u can take the parts from n replace onto u.... 100% compatible... no need scare ur OS cannot operate... haha....
oh ya... i cooked dinner today.... the menu are steam egg with mushroom n pork mince and 小白菜stirred fry with chicken. not bad... standard maintain...
ok i wanna practice my chinese.....
below are some random thoughts i had b4.....
（一）老实与聪明。。。。
择偶条件。。。 你要你的另一半老实，丑，没钱。。。 还是聪明，帅，有钱？
第一位。。 都说他老实了对你肯定忠心耿耿。。。。丑又没钱哪里会去涅花惹草。。。
第二个。。。自以为很聪明，帅又有钱就到处涅花惹草。。。 这样的人。。。 你要meh?
还好我老实又不聪明。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
（二）希望
有希望真的很好吗？？
希望越大失望跟着大wor...
没希望真的不好吗？？
没希望就不会有失望wor...
**以上是本人吃饱了撑着没活干随口嚷嚷。。。读者们看了一笑而过就好不要太在意。。。哈哈哈。。。
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
25Feb09
ok let see.... my blog response is not bad... got 3 Fans already.... THANK U ladies... very nice to have ur support... i will keep up the good work!!! hahaha =P
ok ok i guess my day is pretty ending soon liao.. nothing will happen liao so now i start my nagging n complaints liao...
Today suppose to rain in the morning in the end due to unforeseen circumstances or technical fault or bla bla bla..... there is some delay of the stupid rain... guess wat... it rain when i wanna go for my ONLY tute today.... damn it.... tat is not the worse.. when i reach the LT.... got to wait for the tutor he was late n the reason was becos he could find the LT.... OMG..... how big is uni??? some more post grad leh... tell us cannot find the LT.... n den he could on the light n cannot move up the screen.... took him abt 10mins to figure out everything.... haiz... den is normal tute... after the tute i was walking to the bus stop... as i walk the rain is like heavier n heavier up to the pt i have to go to Reid (library) to siam the stupid rain... must rain so heavily anot!!!! bloody hell...! i was standing outside Reid looking at the rain when this (from the same lect) came by to small talk . so happen there is a ang mo couple hugging beside us she is like 哇。。。！那么恩爱啊？ den we continue talking.... next moment the ang mo couple start frenching she is like 哇。。。 他们很爱嘞！！！ i almost laugh out loud... well..... people kiss kiss den we stand beside see lor...haha free show mah n maybe can learn a few technics.. haha..
ok ok so much of the kissing .... i continue to walk to the bus stop... the bus come.. board it happliy... den take wrong bus... it stop at the 1st terminal... wa lao... got so sway anot... 1st got drench 2nd take wrong bus.... (oh ya... i suppose to go to Northbridge to sign up a mobile plan n get a FOC sony Ericsson W595...) lucky got the other can go to wellington if not no mobile no nothing also dunno who can save mi... finally reach the hp shop liao... just when i tot my misery is going end.... i wanted a grey W595... "but we onli have blue"...in my heart"i tot say got grey liaoden i come"!!!! "if u wan grey den wait lor" i m not going to wait lah..... waited since sun liao... wait wait wait... no hp use is a torture lah... i can tahan so long not bad liao leh... still wait n dunno wait till when... so i just grab the blue W595...i dun wan it anyway... just get it becos it is FOC... hahaha.. so i dun care... y everything just cannot smooth smooth go de... must have some holes n bumps... sian....
dinner was ok... 舒服, chan-chan, n Dr tan came for dinner... Roy cooked a pot of soup with random item. after dinner... we start playing a game... its call Bang! its a card game... (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bang_(card_game) shit tat game got awards de lor.... can't believe it...yeah yeah... den we play play n play.... den late liao they go home liao... i start bitching here liao n here i m bitching n bitching... wahahahahahhaha...
omg omg!!!! i just did a stupid thing... i dunno y i press backspace n the whole screen went to the previous page... i tot i lost the whole lot of crap above.... lucky there is something call save n draft.. if not i have to re-type everything again den i confirm will scold bad-word liao... lucky... not so sway after all.... hahaha.... happy reading people... tat's all folks.....
ok ok i guess my day is pretty ending soon liao.. nothing will happen liao so now i start my nagging n complaints liao...
Today suppose to rain in the morning in the end due to unforeseen circumstances or technical fault or bla bla bla..... there is some delay of the stupid rain... guess wat... it rain when i wanna go for my ONLY tute today.... damn it.... tat is not the worse.. when i reach the LT.... got to wait for the tutor he was late n the reason was becos he could find the LT.... OMG..... how big is uni??? some more post grad leh... tell us cannot find the LT.... n den he could on the light n cannot move up the screen.... took him abt 10mins to figure out everything.... haiz... den is normal tute... after the tute i was walking to the bus stop... as i walk the rain is like heavier n heavier up to the pt i have to go to Reid (library) to siam the stupid rain... must rain so heavily anot!!!! bloody hell...! i was standing outside Reid looking at the rain when this (from the same lect) came by to small talk . so happen there is a ang mo couple hugging beside us she is like 哇。。。！那么恩爱啊？ den we continue talking.... next moment the ang mo couple start frenching she is like 哇。。。 他们很爱嘞！！！ i almost laugh out loud... well..... people kiss kiss den we stand beside see lor...haha free show mah n maybe can learn a few technics.. haha..
ok ok so much of the kissing .... i continue to walk to the bus stop... the bus come.. board it happliy... den take wrong bus... it stop at the 1st terminal... wa lao... got so sway anot... 1st got drench 2nd take wrong bus.... (oh ya... i suppose to go to Northbridge to sign up a mobile plan n get a FOC sony Ericsson W595...) lucky got the other can go to wellington if not no mobile no nothing also dunno who can save mi... finally reach the hp shop liao... just when i tot my misery is going end.... i wanted a grey W595... "but we onli have blue"...in my heart"i tot say got grey liaoden i come"!!!! "if u wan grey den wait lor" i m not going to wait lah..... waited since sun liao... wait wait wait... no hp use is a torture lah... i can tahan so long not bad liao leh... still wait n dunno wait till when... so i just grab the blue W595...i dun wan it anyway... just get it becos it is FOC... hahaha.. so i dun care... y everything just cannot smooth smooth go de... must have some holes n bumps... sian....
dinner was ok... 舒服, chan-chan, n Dr tan came for dinner... Roy cooked a pot of soup with random item. after dinner... we start playing a game... its call Bang! its a card game... (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bang_(card_game) shit tat game got awards de lor.... can't believe it...yeah yeah... den we play play n play.... den late liao they go home liao... i start bitching here liao n here i m bitching n bitching... wahahahahahhaha...
omg omg!!!! i just did a stupid thing... i dunno y i press backspace n the whole screen went to the previous page... i tot i lost the whole lot of crap above.... lucky there is something call save n draft.. if not i have to re-type everything again den i confirm will scold bad-word liao... lucky... not so sway after all.... hahaha.... happy reading people... tat's all folks.....
1st Time
Haha... after reading so many's blog.... finally going to blog myself liao... so excited.... well let's start with today 1st.... just woke up at 10am.... got to go for a stupid tute onli on wed... and that's the onli class i have for wed.... damn stupid rite... if not den wed is totally free liao can do more meaningful things liao... but haiz... stupid things does happen to life... this is 1 of them... going to nb to change my mobile service n getting tofu for my sis.... have to walk damn far for tat tofu lah... haiz.... ok that's my day today...
i put in MSN title... "thinking of starting a blog" the response is not bad... got 2 reply...
1st... Kal ask mi y i wanna blog den i reply to blog my daily misery... n guess wat... she say haha... send mi the link i wanna read.... omg!!!!! she is so happy to read abt my misery.. wat's wrong with this world...
2nd... Wan is trying to help mi think of the title for my blog guess wat are they.... "lonelyman.blogspot.com" n "40yroldvirgin.blogspot.com" Thanks Wan... but... too late... wahahahahah
ok ok let mi go explore wat i can do to beautify the record of my misery... tat's all for now...
i put in MSN title... "thinking of starting a blog" the response is not bad... got 2 reply...
1st... Kal ask mi y i wanna blog den i reply to blog my daily misery... n guess wat... she say haha... send mi the link i wanna read.... omg!!!!! she is so happy to read abt my misery.. wat's wrong with this world...
2nd... Wan is trying to help mi think of the title for my blog guess wat are they.... "lonelyman.blogspot.com" n "40yroldvirgin.blogspot.com" Thanks Wan... but... too late... wahahahahah
ok ok let mi go explore wat i can do to beautify the record of my misery... tat's all for now...
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