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Good evening, Ladies n Gentlemen.... i m back to the unfinish business... Elaborate....
1st..... Waking mi up is fine if u got a reason for tat... once upon a time, when i was still in poly, i think is near exam... i could remember when exactly... i was tired most prob with the studies.. if not with the playing... the pt is i was tired... so i decided to take a nap in our Club room... i join clubs in poly ok.... anyway... i took a nap... it was dinner time... i said i dun wanna eat... i just wanna sleep.... u know i dun take naps... unless i m really tired.. n if i m really tired i take naps... so tat evening i took a nap.... i told my friends to wake mi up when they are leaving... but.... when i was sleeping song song there in the air-con clubroom... this friend of ours came waking mi up... despite the fact tat i clearly nicely tell her tat i dun wanna eat... she is persistance to the pt that i woke up... yeah i woke up... with my face as black as charcoal.... no i was darker... i din talk, i sat down.... took the food n ate... very little... i was very very utterly unhappy... n from then on... words have been circulated.. i wondered was email sent out anot... "DUN WAKE UP SHANNON UP WHEN HE IS SLEEPING!" i mean.... if u got a reason to wake mi up.... i can wake up anytime no offence no hard feeling no problem... but dun come disturb mi n wan mi to sleep back again.. i will ROAR.... (if u dun understand... try waking mi up in the middle of the nite... see wat happen lor....hahaha)
2nd....eating alone... i dun like to eat alone... i will feel very very pathetic.... when i was at home or hometown... i nvr go out eat alone i rather dun eat den eat alone... my friendster got 100over friends, my facebook got exactly 100 friends as of yesterday.... my hp got more den 200 nums... n i need to eat alone... ALONE!!! are u serious!!! no way... i think this starts from poly... i have my group of friends... too big a group such tat i dun have to eat alone anytime... no need to eat alone... when i was in NS.... u have to go with bunk mates or platoon mates... dun have to eat alone... at home mummy cook... sure is eat together at home... dun have to eat alone... when i working... lunch i always go with Teh-san... if he is on leave(seldom) i will find someone to eat with... sure won't be alone... dinner... my dad will fetch mi n i eat with him.. even dad not eating with mi, i will ask people da pao for mi n eat with them... dun have to eat alone... eating alone is a sin to mi... n today i eat alone... no choice.. not much friends... come here i dunno how to make friends liao... up to the pt i have to eat alone... u see.. can u see how sad is this place i have to eat alone... its damn sad..... i feel so sinful eating alone this afternoon... i denied my own principles.... i m sad... real sad.....
2 days ago Ber ask mi y m i sad when will i be happy... i told her... i will be happy onli i m like her waiting for convo... yes... by then i will be happy... happy tat this crap has ended....
haiz.... tat's all folks
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