23-30Mar09

Guess where have i been to this whole freaking week.... thinking prison is the worst.... fat hope... there are worse than den worst.....

i body got screwed up den i got screwed up den i end up 1 week MIA...

this is the whole story... read liao understand... dun ask anymore.. i have repeated a million times liao... the next time u ask is a million 1th times liao...

my pain start coming n going 1mth ago.... trust mi its not at pain.... i dun care.... last weekend the freaking pain dun freaking go.. i cannot sleep so go see Doc in the Uni medical center the next... he go tworried sent mi to Emergency Dept in the nearest hospital. from then on.... i loss count i talk to how many doctors repeating the same story i m saying now.... they ultra-sounded mi.... as if i got baby.... they x-ray mi.. as if X-file... finally CT-scan mi n found the real culpurit... there is this 1 big swollen "Abcess" they call it... sound dangerous to mi.... immediately wan to push mi to OT.... can't even wait... of cos i need to wait for my sis to come.... they tell mi cut open big bowel small bowel leh.... wa lau.... siao.... in the end my sis come i go down liao... tat's the waiting part.... for 3days..... they strave mi n dun let mi eat...den evening tell mi sorri u can eat.... knn... damn TL....finally friday can open mi up wash the abcess liao...but to big a mess now onli can clean..... they stick a bag on to mi so tat all the crap can come out.... den 1-2mth later when its is heal inside... den they can cut away my appendix... the end...

the past 1 week is hell.... dun ask how m i or how i feel becos i onli feel pain... dun ask mi pain anot... i cut u up stick u with a tube n a bag see u pain anot.... i dun wan to be reminded of tat week.... read n dun ask.... if u really wanna ask.... put comment here... i happy i will reply... my mood very very bad now.... becos really really pain now.... all i wan is this pain to go away....

stay tuned i might now blog.... too pain to blog... i endure pain from 1mth... endure all the needles for that past 1 week..... now whenever i pain i will take painkiller.... dun wan to be in pain anymore...

Thanks... tat's all folks...